Missyssaw Writes

THANK YOU FOR READING MY TESTIMONY.  Tonight, I am praying that God gives me the exact answer to the prayer I’ve been asking for. 🤍 Last year, I applied for a job that I wanted to stay in long-term, even planning for my retirement there. I thought everything was falling into place and that God’s plan for me was being materialized. My hopes were high, and I thought it was all meant for me, that it was always meant to be my JOB. - - - - - BUUUUT---- But then, I realized what was missing: God . When I applied for that job, I didn’t ask God if it was His will or if I should go for it. Amazing right? I did not ask His plan and yet I have the confidence to tell Him to give me the job. Whaaat???  I didn’t seek His guidance. I passed the initial steps and even traveled to a different city to sign papers to the supposed job I thought I would get. I even took exams for the job.  Months later, I got the news that my application was on hold for whatever and  confidential i...

Dear Aly,        I know you are scared. You are scared to take the next step thinking you would make a mistake in choosing the right path for your life. As you navigate in this season, know that you are not alone. You are walking in life with Me. You will navigate things again with Me. I want to remind you that you should stop worrying everyday. You have to live your life worry-free, knowing that I am the one beside you holding your hands. I will take you into greater heights. Do not rush my daughter. Trust my timing for you life. You got this! I am proud of you!      Please, believe in my words for I have a beautiful plan for you. Remember that those who put their trust in God will never be disappointed. Don't be afraid. Your life will be good and beautiful. I have a lot yet to show you. Beautiful life, Alyssa. You are my beloved daughter whom I truly loved. I cherish and care for you in your everyday life.       See? You'll gradua...

Dear Alyssa,         Do not be hard on yourself. Your worth or beauty cannot be measured by your weight. The whole world is not revolving about how petite or sexy you are. You are always loved and you always have time to be fit again. Do not rush. Remember that you did that before and you can do it again and again because God is with you.        Remember what you did to lose weight before? It was God. It was God all along carrying you. You can do it again. I am so proud of you for starting over again. Thank you self for the courage. Thank you Alyssa for loving yourself. It's time! God is with you, you don't have to worry. <3 Kaya mo yan! Ikaw pa?! <3 Love, Aly <3  PLAN: OCTOBER 3- END OF THE YEAR. 1,300 Calories per Day Half kg per week so in 2 weeks = 1kg. 4 weeks/1 month= 2kgs. Oct-Dec= 6kgs lose at the end of 2023!!

  Dear Self,         I just want to remind you that God is still pleased with you. Because of your servant heart that always wants to glorify God. I know a lot of times you feel ashamed of  God. But God did not and won't change His love for you. When you wake up, God is so excited to show you how good and beautiful His plans are for you. You are not perfect but you are always trying, and I am proud of you for that.         I'm sorry self if you felt hurt by not serving God for some reasons. You want to continue serving God but you don't know where. I hope soon after you graduate you find a community wherein you will enjoy serving God. God is proud of you for that heart. God loves you, Alyssa.        I am so proud of you that what you value the most is your relationship with God. God will take you to heights, God will bless you, your relationship, your family, your future family and your career. Just hold on to Go...

  Dear Hubbie,         I write again because I am missing you right now. I am somehow getting used that you are busy with your work and can't reply to me immediately sometimes. But I still appreciate whenever you update me when you can. You always do your best to show valuable I am to you. I miss your hugs. I miss the warmth feeling when I am with you. I miss that you randomly say something and then I will laugh.     Nonetheless, I am proud to the man you are becoming. I  am happy that you finally started your career. I am assured that what you are doing is also for the both of us and for our future. You know that I will be with you always mahal ko. I am so thankful to God that I have found my soulmate, my bestfriend and my lover next to God. Mahal? Why are you so amazing? I did not know that God will bless me someone so kind, someone so pure, someone lovable, someone so sweet and someone who will love me for who I am. I love that I do not need to...

 " When the time is right, I, t he Lord, will make it happen."  Isaiah 60:22 .       How many times did I doubt my future since the start of the year. I believe it is the enemy's work to plant fears in my heart when I already know the plan of God for my life. I don't understand why I feel the anxiety, when God promised me that my future is secured. His pans for my life is good, pleasing and perfect. I am just sharing with you my current battle in life. I am grateful because I can open up to people I love. But I also love expressing it through letters or even vlogs. (I am still saving up the courage to continue my vlogging career hahaha.)  Have you experienced doubts, fears and overthinking over your life? You have created negative thoughts about yourself? I am in 3rd year college right now, turning 4th year also this year. And I have been pressuring myself so much to have a job. Because I want to do things I want without affecting my saving because I know t...

                                                                                                                                January 28, 2023 Dear God,        I always begin my year with a letter for you, but not on this year. I am sorry if I was 27 days late of writing a letter for you, my greatest love. Lord, I love you with all my life.        God, I just want to thank you for being a good Father, Lover and a Best friend on the year 2022. I had been blessed with a lot of things, I had been blessed by good people around me and for my family who is always there. Thank you Lord for my partner, Franz. Thank you Lord for giving him ...

If you happen to run upon this blog, hello. I'm grateful. "NOT A CRAZY LOVE BUT CALM IN LOVE" When I was watching Toni Talks, Toni Gonzaga and Jerika Ejercito were having a conversation. Her love story has a role in this as well, since she has come to terms with the fact that she will always be single. But when her future husband arrived, he helped her understand that love is a peaceful emotion rather than a frenzied one. Toni Gonzaga experienced that when she wed her spouse. And I can truly connect to that since when I first met Franz, I never felt anxious around him. My stomach was not fluttering, and I was not uneasy. Instead, I experience peace, safety, and a simple, effortless love. I promised myself I would concentrate on myself at that time when I first met Franz a few days earlier. I gave up looking for and pursuing the love of my life. Fortunately, that's when Franz came across me. He was the one who first noticed me in the park as I was taking a walk or doin...

            Hey You! I simply wanted to let you know how proud I am of you. I appreciate your perseverance throughout your season. I appreciate your clinging to God. Thank you for blossoming into such a stunning woman both inside and out. I appreciate your daily efforts to better oneself. I appreciate you not giving up. You will turn 22 in 8 months, and at that time, I think you will still be carrying all the lessons you have learnt thus far in life.           Simply said, whatever is worrying you is in God's hands, therefore you don't need to worry about it any longer. I simply want to remind you that the God you serve is one who keeps His word. When He promised to offer you a bright future, He actually meant it. You are already moving toward the great life you will have. You are in your third year of college; let me remind you that you have nothing to prove to anyone or impress anyone with.  God will take care of the rest; ju...

💛💛💛 An open letter to the good man in my life. (Franz)                          If I could sum up how my life is at the moment, despite the difficulties I face. I'm still thankful to God because you are a reminder of God's goodness in my life, and every time I look at you, I feel more grateful to Him. I can still remember how much I yearned for someone who would convince me that not all men are the same. I might state with pride that you are one of those hard-to-find men. Even though you are not perfect, you will always be the finest to me. You are always whole to me. Nobody else in this world can ever match you for me. Actually, I have a lot of fears. And one can be being in a relationship. I worry about getting hurt. Because of this, I sincerely prayed to God for someone who would value and love me in the most effective way possible. I'll admit that ever since I was a young child, I've wanted someone to love me the ...