Missyssaw Writes

Dear Alyssa,         Do not be hard on yourself. Your worth or beauty cannot be measured by your weight. The whole world is not revolving about how petite or sexy you are. You are always loved and you always have time to be fit again. Do not rush. Remember that you did that before and you can do it again and again because God is with you.        Remember what you did to lose weight before? It was God. It was God all along carrying you. You can do it again. I am so proud of you for starting over again. Thank you self for the courage. Thank you Alyssa for loving yourself. It's time! God is with you, you don't have to worry. <3 Kaya mo yan! Ikaw pa?! <3 Love, Aly <3  PLAN: OCTOBER 3- END OF THE YEAR. 1,300 Calories per Day Half kg per week so in 2 weeks = 1kg. 4 weeks/1 month= 2kgs. Oct-Dec= 6kgs lose at the end of 2023!!

  Dear Self,         I just want to remind you that God is still pleased with you. Because of your servant heart that always wants to glorify God. I know a lot of times you feel ashamed of  God. But God did not and won't change His love for you. When you wake up, God is so excited to show you how good and beautiful His plans are for you. You are not perfect but you are always trying, and I am proud of you for that.         I'm sorry self if you felt hurt by not serving God for some reasons. You want to continue serving God but you don't know where. I hope soon after you graduate you find a community wherein you will enjoy serving God. God is proud of you for that heart. God loves you, Alyssa.        I am so proud of you that what you value the most is your relationship with God. God will take you to heights, God will bless you, your relationship, your family, your future family and your career. Just hold on to God. He always knows what is best for you. Keep holding because

  Dear Hubbie,         I write again because I am missing you right now. I am somehow getting used that you are busy with your work and can't reply to me immediately sometimes. But I still appreciate whenever you update me when you can. You always do your best to show valuable I am to you. I miss your hugs. I miss the warmth feeling when I am with you. I miss that you randomly say something and then I will laugh.     Nonetheless, I am proud to the man you are becoming. I  am happy that you finally started your career. I am assured that what you are doing is also for the both of us and for our future. You know that I will be with you always mahal ko. I am so thankful to God that I have found my soulmate, my bestfriend and my lover next to God. Mahal? Why are you so amazing? I did not know that God will bless me someone so kind, someone so pure, someone lovable, someone so sweet and someone who will love me for who I am. I love that I do not need to be someone else that I am not. I a

 " When the time is right, I, t he Lord, will make it happen."  Isaiah 60:22 .       How many times did I doubt my future since the start of the year. I believe it is the enemy's work to plant fears in my heart when I already know the plan of God for my life. I don't understand why I feel the anxiety, when God promised me that my future is secured. His pans for my life is good, pleasing and perfect. I am just sharing with you my current battle in life. I am grateful because I can open up to people I love. But I also love expressing it through letters or even vlogs. (I am still saving up the courage to continue my vlogging career hahaha.)  Have you experienced doubts, fears and overthinking over your life? You have created negative thoughts about yourself? I am in 3rd year college right now, turning 4th year also this year. And I have been pressuring myself so much to have a job. Because I want to do things I want without affecting my saving because I know that next mo

                                                                                                                                January 28, 2023 Dear God,        I always begin my year with a letter for you, but not on this year. I am sorry if I was 27 days late of writing a letter for you, my greatest love. Lord, I love you with all my life.        God, I just want to thank you for being a good Father, Lover and a Best friend on the year 2022. I had been blessed with a lot of things, I had been blessed by good people around me and for my family who is always there. Thank you Lord for my partner, Franz. Thank you Lord for giving him to me. Lord, he is loving and treating me right. What more could I ask for?     God, lately, I have been becoming anxious of my future. God, I know your plans are good, pleasing and perfect. But why am I still worrying? I should not be worrying because, I trust you. You are my faithful and loving Father.   Lord, you have seen my mess yet you still love me c

If you happen to run upon this blog, hello. I'm grateful. "NOT A CRAZY LOVE BUT CALM IN LOVE" When I was watching Toni Talks, Toni Gonzaga and Jerika Ejercito were having a conversation. Her love story has a role in this as well, since she has come to terms with the fact that she will always be single. But when her future husband arrived, he helped her understand that love is a peaceful emotion rather than a frenzied one. Toni Gonzaga experienced that when she wed her spouse. And I can truly connect to that since when I first met Franz, I never felt anxious around him. My stomach was not fluttering, and I was not uneasy. Instead, I experience peace, safety, and a simple, effortless love. I promised myself I would concentrate on myself at that time when I first met Franz a few days earlier. I gave up looking for and pursuing the love of my life. Fortunately, that's when Franz came across me. He was the one who first noticed me in the park as I was taking a walk or doin